PaThWaYs Of My LiFe

wow what i cay say it's been almost 1 yr i've been working in HDPM and as my hardwork i've been choosen as a trainer to my department to train a new trainees who will come to my process in the future. Thanks to god & my mom who alwiz guide me whenever i need someone to be there, not to forget to say thanks to "MeY" as well who is be there with me in all up & downs of my life. I've go through lots of pain & failures in my life that makes me to learn a lot things & what i am as now. Well what more i can say, i'm still try on & try
on to catch up all my dreams to make into reality. Go for it Mullz for sure u can do it!!!

Don't look back at all those times you failed
They are in the past
And cannot be changed.

Don't look back on the painful losses
They were not meant to be anyway.

Don't look back and cry over lost time
For you are just wasting more time
and contradicting yourself.

Don't look back on everything you didn't get
Focus on what you have
And how blessed you are to have them.

Don't look back and regret falling in love
You enjoyed it while it lasted.

Shine on and don't look back.

My BooK Of MeMoriEs

Hidden in the attic,
all the way upstairs,
is something very special,
that I would like to share.

My hopes,
my dreams,
old photographs,
of good times and bad times that make me laugh.

The joy of a hug,
the thrill of mom's love & the wonderful friendship,
leaves me to remember the pure, simple bliss.

I cry for the fun,
and giggle for the pain,
I enjoyed the good life I was able to maintain.

The thoughts and wishes,
they all stay with me,
all of these contained in my book of memories that carry me along the way.

Specially dedicated to my mom & my best buddy "MeY"

RaiN DroPs

Rain . . .

Softly falling down
each drop a symphony of sound
as it hits the tin roof
tap . . . tap . . . tap...

It can sound just like a sad song with a slow beat
the kind that makes you daydream
and feel sad and sigh
as you think of what might of been or could be in your life.

Or maybe it is a happy song that brings back sweet memories
tender thoughts and special smiles
thinking of someone who makes your heart beat faster
and your laughter ring with happiness and joy.

Or maybe it is a love song
with sweet and soft lyrics
tender and romantic and sensual
that makes you think of dancing in the rain.

Only you can decide which song
is the one you are hearing
which music soothes your soul
and which song you want to sing along with.

Sometimes, you have to choose a song . . .
and the choosing isn't easy.

THe WhoLE WorD Is NoThiNg BuT YoU

Been to different places, seen so many faces,
Still my soul was searching for home...
Staring into the distance, wondering in darkness,
My hands are searching for someone to hold...

i was impress by this wordings it's truly reflect my inner part of me. Could i found the person or already found it that cannot be reachable in a own way. My destiny will try to solve the puzzle of my life or someone will solve it for me. All this question marks surrounded by me looking for the right time to get the right answers. Would be the person will hold my hands & bring me out from this dark place & show me up the clear lights with colorful rainbows, sparkling cute little little stars with the bright full moon. Will this all brings into my life@@@@

I'm BacK ( VeR 1)

atlast i back to the action after so long keep myself too busy with my works. Now it's time for myself to start again all the craps after 8 mths. what else i can say nuttin it's change unless if i take a step forwaded to change my life. i'll think i will do it if the duration time i give to myself nuttin happen mean. i'll take a risk rather be like this. Today it's saturday just relax & watch tv while listenin to the songs "Munbe Vaa" nice melodicious song.
tat's it i shall continue soon................

HaPPy BirThDaY To LittLE PrinCeSS

This particular post i dedicate to my beloved friend meynaga. Today her special day that makes her getting old. Gal your 27 already so when i got the chance to eat ur "nasi minyak". okie okie cool down babe i dowant you turn into red face especially today. Well nuttin much i done for her just bought a cake & make a little bit surprise for her. Than today her parents came & bring us to makan makan in streetmall & i'm also in the scene hehehehehe she's drag me into the lovely family... consider i'm also one part of them ....i adopt it the whole family :P After came from the lunch we watch a lot of movies that we download it and while watch movie i slept on.. Damn sleepy somemore this is good time for to sleep unless if i start go to work that's it have to sacrifice a lot of things. After later on i have dinner date with her..... hehehehe gonna to belanja her she's dunno about this. Okie ler i hope all her dreams came through in this yr especially wat's she desire for a lot and makes her smile alwiz one her face. May god bless with her a good health and wealth makes her life wornderful. Love u !!!!!!! muaksss.....

SweeT SoRRowS

Oh gosh!!!! wat i did today... shit i shouldn't open my mouth to say that since i keep on hiding my self for couple of years... why i'm so emotional on that moment.... damn it...anyhow it's come out ready..hope it's didn't meant anythin wrong on the particular person. Well past this weeks i'm damn busy & tired as well, don't have a proper sleep, waiting for this weekends to come up but the same time some important things to settle down it so i have to sacrifice my sleep. Yeah!!!! soon i gonna have my own car than i can move anyware i wish. This is my 1st property i gonna own myself... i can't believe it i'll manage myself until to this extend that own a car for myself.. thanks to all the lovely ppls who are beside me all the way and show me the right path to go in... I wish my mom could be here at this wonderful moment to share the happiness she's belongs to....anyhow i know the blessness of her alwiz with me & protect me as well. Thanks mom... i miss u al ot.... emmm i dunno today i'm confuse a lot after that incident but hope everything goes fine in the coming future... i don't want think about it a lot... makes me feel guilty only... ohh no it's haunted me now.. no way i never did anythin that big mistakes to say it's just a "sap sap soi" matter only. Okie i've to go hit my bed now if not tommo mornin will be tommo afternoon it's cannot be.....no way

ohhh yeah not to forget wish all the indian makkals out there!!!!!!

"Happy Ponggal @ Ponggal Nal Valthugal"

Ponggalo Ponggal!!!!!!